Hi Friends! 

We're 10 days away from my departure date and to be honest, I have very mixed emotions. I know the Lord has called me to this, but I'm starting to feel emotional about leaving. 

Even as I question why, He continues to pour blessings over me. 

Tonight at small group we spent time reading through 1 Chronicles 16, thanking the Lord for all He has done. I can't tell you how refreshing it was to spend time praising Him with others. 

During this time at home, God has given me stronger relationships, community, and a youth group that I love beyond words. I don't want to leave these things. I don't want to leave these blessings I have been given. 

And my brothers and sisters in Christ gave just the encouragement I needed. They prayed over me, my support system, and all of the people I'll meet along the way. They reminded me they will be there waiting when I return. They gave me a different perspective-that I will be more equipped to lead youth after my 4 months away. 

I'm stepping forward in faith and obedience knowing the Lord will be with me, always. 

Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.

I'm continuing to fundraise with about $3000 to go. 

If you feel led, you can donate directly to my blog. 

My shirt fundraiser is live for another 24 hours:

T-shirts are $20

Long sleeved are $23

Sweatshirts are $25